Well, I've skipped a phase again; not much happening on this front.  It's so cold, I'm staying inside.  I'm
supposed to be starting my dissertation since I'm finished with my course work.  The Sun is in my 1st
House and I'm supposed to be sunny, smiling, and joyful.  I'm mopey, non-motivated, and neutral.  So, I let
go and release EVERYTHING and I'm grateful for all my blessings even though I don't feel them right now.

Capricorn rising is such a drag!  No wonder someone wrote that Cap rising people come in "kicking and
screaming!"  I know that I didn't want to come; I stopped breathing twice and they had to give me oxygen
or something, Mom said.

I will concentrate on the opposite of Capricorn; nurturing, loving, family oriented Cancer and go nurture
somebody OR I can go sideways, backwards, or hide for awhile until this passes.  See y'a!
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Sagittarius New Moon Journal '09
Wed. Dec. 16, 2009.                                    Keywords: New beginnings, fresh start, clean slate.     
Sagittarius New Moon begins this morning and the Sun is shining for the first time in a week here on the
Emerald Coast.  My husband, Len, has some feeling in his fingers for the first time in years.  He is very
excited that he may be able to play the saxophone again.  Anyone reading this, please say a prayer for
him.

We have until the Crescent Moon on the 20th to make our intentions for this Sagittarius Lunar Cycle.  You
know, both Christians and Jews can celebrate the New Moon every month as the bible says:

Sound the trumpet! Come to the joyous celebrations at full moon, new moon, and all the other holidays.
 Psalm 81: 3-7.  

Another site to read about the New Moon:  http://www.yrm.org/whatisbiblicalnewmoon.htm
Fri. Dec. 18, 2009.  As I was sitting here writing my aspect for the day, I remembered the dream I had last
night.  It concerned me and Rev. Jamie, and a lady friend.  We were younger and complaining that we
couldn't find mates.  Jamie looked at me and said,  "well I can understand why you can't; you're fat and...!"

Of course my feelings got very hurt and I complained to my lady friend later, but didn't say a word to him.

Isn't it crazy how our dreams develop? The way I learned Jungian dream analysis is that probably wouldn't
be an animus dream because they usually concern a group of men rather than just one.  I'll have to do
some dream work on this one because I almost never remember my dreams anymore especially after I've
been up for awhile.  I wish I could remember the 2nd adjective he used after "fat!"  Lol, probably just as well
I don't.

Mon. Dec 21, 2009.  Capricorn Ingress and Winter Solstice.
Looks like the health care package is halfway there. Today is the Winter solstice; Sun in 0º Capricorn and
the first day of Winter.  Tell that to the East coast!

I wrote Rev. Jamie about my dream and he told me he wouldn't even think that I was fat much less say it
and he still loves me.  How about that?  He always makes me feel 100%.  What a blessing to have him for
a friend.

My darling daughter called me this morning in tears; she has a pilonidal cyst on her tail bone .  I'm waiting
for her to come here now and go to my surgeon, Dr. Lunderman.  He was kind enough to take her today
when I called.  Always sumthin'.  

The Sagittarius new Moon was in my 12th House at 25º.  It is quincunx Pluto in the 7th House, ruler of my
10th House.  I've spent almost two years with transiting Pluto quincunx my natal Sun sextile Pluto. Pluto is
squaring my Moon opposite Saturn and is in opposition to my daughter's Moon.  

I remember in 1982 when I had Pluto filling in a T-square for almost two years; when he was done, I had to
have a cyst removed from my rectum.  I almost missed my eldest son's wedding; I was in Minocqua, WI
and the wedding was in Chicago.  Pluto has a lovely way of letting you know he's around.
Gibbous Lunar Phase
Tues. Dec. 29, 2009.                                                                                          Keywords:  adjust, refine, edit.
I've been too busy to write in my journal.  In fact, I'm overwhelmed as usual when I have to leave my very
simple life style and get busy.  This weekend began with Christmas Day at my Niceville kid's place.  I made
ham, waldorf salad, and bread.  The next day was my daughter-in-law's birthday at the beach.  I brought the
cake and some champagne and some bread. Sunday was my granddaughter Melissa's baby shower; also
cake, and my other kids came from Austin around 8pm; wonderful to see them.

Tomorrow is dinner at my house at 2pm.  No problem; I'm only doing potatoes, bread, and cherry pie.
Cancer Full Moon Eclipse 2009
Thurs. Dec. 31, 2009.                                                                Keywords:  Signed, sealed, and stamped.
Fri. Jan.1, 2010.  HAPPY NEW YEAR!  It's a universal 3 year, 2010, and that could mean wonderful
things, if everyone co-operates.

"...3 has just the gifts needed to take the optimistic, humanitarian visions of 2009 and package and
market them so they're pretty much irresistible to everyone - conservatives, liberals, militants, pacifists,
ecologists, international corporations, competing national interests and religions, and Joe Citizen
caught in the middle."

Remember that "positive thinking" WORKS! If you're not a part of the solution, you're probably a part of the
problem!"  
Last Quarter Moon
Thurs. Jan. 07, 2010.                                                                       Keywords:  Release, let go, be grateful
Balsamic Moon
Sun. Jan. 10, 2010.                                                                          Keywords: Release, let go, be grateful.




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