July 14, 2008 1:22 am CDT Gibbous Moon Overview Keywords: analyze, perfect
From the Journal of MOONSURFING.
You may feel as if you have one foot on the gas and one on the brake as this Full Moon approaches, and once again... feelings could
intensify. Judgment is the big pitfall and listening to your intuition and your higher message center is the smart thing to do. You may just feel
like escaping all together. Instead....channel your energy into positive action and relieve tension by checking your list of to do’s and
narrowing it down.
Now take one essential step that is guaranteed to further each of your New Moon intentions. Remember to be present, stay positive, and
enjoy your process. If you were born during a Gibbous Moon phase : If you’ve noticed negative mental tapes still hanging on from
childhood...take one step toward healing by replacing these tapes whenever they come up with optimistic loving thoughts and feelings.
Relationships Personal agendas could get pretty intense. Pressure builds and old limiting fears may arise threatening to blow things out of
proportion. Remain optimistic… remember that open-mindedness, cooperation, and tact are going to attract a lot more of what you want
than self-righteousness and efforts to control people and situations. Now, welcome your greater self and take one simple essential step to
build more selftrust and put your Full Moon progress in a positive light.
From the Journal of MOONSURFING.
You may feel as if you have one foot on the gas and one on the brake as this Full Moon approaches, and once again... feelings could
intensify. Judgment is the big pitfall and listening to your intuition and your higher message center is the smart thing to do. You may just feel
like escaping all together. Instead....channel your energy into positive action and relieve tension by checking your list of to do’s and
narrowing it down.
Now take one essential step that is guaranteed to further each of your New Moon intentions. Remember to be present, stay positive, and
enjoy your process. If you were born during a Gibbous Moon phase : If you’ve noticed negative mental tapes still hanging on from
childhood...take one step toward healing by replacing these tapes whenever they come up with optimistic loving thoughts and feelings.
Relationships Personal agendas could get pretty intense. Pressure builds and old limiting fears may arise threatening to blow things out of
proportion. Remain optimistic… remember that open-mindedness, cooperation, and tact are going to attract a lot more of what you want
than self-righteousness and efforts to control people and situations. Now, welcome your greater self and take one simple essential step to
build more selftrust and put your Full Moon progress in a positive light.
July 3, 2008 1:49 pm CDT Keywords: new beginnings
I finally got my thoughts, wishes, and intentions together this morning enough to make a statement about what I
wanted for this new Moon. Firstly, I wrote it on my CHILDREN OF THE SUN page. I downloaded the Cancer New
Moon Journal from www.Moonsurfing.com and then made a copy of the Seed Intention, Feelization, and Gratitude
portions of the journal. I simply do not want to print out 19 pages of a journal; I'm more comfortable writing onWEB
(my north node in the 12th). So, here are my ponderings for the new Moon in Cancer which rules my marriage, my
husband, bestest friends, worstest enemies, parts of my Jungian shadow, and my deepest feelings.
Seed Intention:
What do I want to create during this lunar cycle?
I wrote on my Children of the Sun page: 7/03/08 My intentions/wishes for the Cancer new Moon: I intend and wish for my husband, Len, a
cessation of pain. May he live out his last years in love, light, joy, and peace. Namasté, Len.
What do I want to grow and what do I need to let go of?
I want compassion to grow in my heart and I need to let go of my irritations and impatience with Len's hard of hearing (and other things) .
What will recharge my batteries and nourish my soul?
For Len to feel well and happy. Me getting out of the house more often; I would love to hike more. More synchronicities in my life.
I'd like to get outside help with the housework and yardwork.
Feelization:
What does it feel like to walk with the attitude that I’ve already manifested my current intentions? ...that I’m already living the
life I desire?
It feels like I'm on the Salvation Highway and living how I was destined to live. Hmmm, salvation highway; that's an odd expression, but it came
to me.
Gratitude:
The fertile soil in which all seed visions are planted.
I am grateful for: being without pain and feelings of peace within myself. I'm grateful for my wonderful family; Len, Joe, Lou, Carol and
grandchildren, my sister, Carol, my in-laws and my children's in-laws, my neighbors, my country, my time, my angels, and my Lord.
It has always been easy for me to feel gratitude. I've been very lucky in many things. I have so much more than I need.
The hard thing for me is to make intentions/wishes/wants for myself. After I make them, I play around with them so
much in my mind with "what ifs" that I probably negate them all. Remember the story of the planted seed? It will die if
you dig it up to see if it is growing. So, I am writing these down where I feel the most comfortable; the WEB.
I finally got my thoughts, wishes, and intentions together this morning enough to make a statement about what I
wanted for this new Moon. Firstly, I wrote it on my CHILDREN OF THE SUN page. I downloaded the Cancer New
Moon Journal from www.Moonsurfing.com and then made a copy of the Seed Intention, Feelization, and Gratitude
portions of the journal. I simply do not want to print out 19 pages of a journal; I'm more comfortable writing onWEB
(my north node in the 12th). So, here are my ponderings for the new Moon in Cancer which rules my marriage, my
husband, bestest friends, worstest enemies, parts of my Jungian shadow, and my deepest feelings.
Seed Intention:
What do I want to create during this lunar cycle?
I wrote on my Children of the Sun page: 7/03/08 My intentions/wishes for the Cancer new Moon: I intend and wish for my husband, Len, a
cessation of pain. May he live out his last years in love, light, joy, and peace. Namasté, Len.
What do I want to grow and what do I need to let go of?
I want compassion to grow in my heart and I need to let go of my irritations and impatience with Len's hard of hearing (and other things) .
What will recharge my batteries and nourish my soul?
For Len to feel well and happy. Me getting out of the house more often; I would love to hike more. More synchronicities in my life.
I'd like to get outside help with the housework and yardwork.
Feelization:
What does it feel like to walk with the attitude that I’ve already manifested my current intentions? ...that I’m already living the
life I desire?
It feels like I'm on the Salvation Highway and living how I was destined to live. Hmmm, salvation highway; that's an odd expression, but it came
to me.
Gratitude:
The fertile soil in which all seed visions are planted.
I am grateful for: being without pain and feelings of peace within myself. I'm grateful for my wonderful family; Len, Joe, Lou, Carol and
grandchildren, my sister, Carol, my in-laws and my children's in-laws, my neighbors, my country, my time, my angels, and my Lord.
It has always been easy for me to feel gratitude. I've been very lucky in many things. I have so much more than I need.
The hard thing for me is to make intentions/wishes/wants for myself. After I make them, I play around with them so
much in my mind with "what ifs" that I probably negate them all. Remember the story of the planted seed? It will die if
you dig it up to see if it is growing. So, I am writing these down where I feel the most comfortable; the WEB.
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Sunday July 6, 2008 10:09 am CDT Crescent Moon Phase Keywords: assertion, mobilize resources
Chalenge: What's first on my to-do list and what resources do I need to kick off my New Moon intentions?
I need to get in touch with Len's doctor and request a consultation. What can I do to help the situation? It's getting worse and worse. I need to
get in touch with prayer groups like Unity for spiritual help.
What keeps me stuck?
Fear of the doctor; fear that I can't really do anything; fear that anything I do will fail.
Resolution: How can I use my time more efficiently?
This doesn't have anything to do with anything. I'm as efficient with my time as I'm ever going to get.
Gratitude: I'm grateful today for the same things I was grateful for at New Moon; my wonderful family; Len, Joe, Lou, Carol and
grandchildren, my sister, Carol, my in-laws and my children's in-laws, my neighbors, my country, my time, my angels, and my Lord. I'm also
grateful for my computer and the ability to use it. I'm grateful for Children of the Sun. I'm grateful for the prayers others have made for Len and
me. I'm grateful that I have learned to TRANSSOCIATE.
Chalenge: What's first on my to-do list and what resources do I need to kick off my New Moon intentions?
I need to get in touch with Len's doctor and request a consultation. What can I do to help the situation? It's getting worse and worse. I need to
get in touch with prayer groups like Unity for spiritual help.
What keeps me stuck?
Fear of the doctor; fear that I can't really do anything; fear that anything I do will fail.
Resolution: How can I use my time more efficiently?
This doesn't have anything to do with anything. I'm as efficient with my time as I'm ever going to get.
Gratitude: I'm grateful today for the same things I was grateful for at New Moon; my wonderful family; Len, Joe, Lou, Carol and
grandchildren, my sister, Carol, my in-laws and my children's in-laws, my neighbors, my country, my time, my angels, and my Lord. I'm also
grateful for my computer and the ability to use it. I'm grateful for Children of the Sun. I'm grateful for the prayers others have made for Len and
me. I'm grateful that I have learned to TRANSSOCIATE.
Wednesday July 9, 2008 8:34 pm CDT First Quarter Moon Phase Keywords: crisis in action, build
ACTION: What actions am I taking to move forward on my New Moon intentions? I got in touch with Len's Doctor's office on
Monday. I'm still waiting for a call back. I hired a tree service to remove trees in our yard. Len was trying to do it and I just up and called a
service. No more drudge yard work for him at 82.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS: What am I doing first regarding each intention? Am I having fun? First I'm writing the
intentions down. I wouldn't call this fun, but it is good action and I know that I'm doing what is needed to be done.
GRATITUDE: I am grateful that just before this new Moon, or maybe the night of I had this dream:
There is a man living in my house. I do not know him. He is in a wheel chair covered with a blanket. He just rolls around doing not much of anything.
Someone comes in and takes the blanket off of him and I see that he has no arms and no legs
Wow, being a Jungian and, even though the animus usually appears as more than one male, I took this dream to represent my passive, give
up attitude towards Len and his despotism. I recognized it right away as a message to DO SOMETHING! Then I saw him prostrate in the
yard, on the ground, totally exhausted from carrying tree branches out to the parkway. I immediately called a tree trimming company and
they came out the next day.
Then, after the weekend, I called Len's heart doctor. I want to know if there is anything else that can be done for him with his tiredness and
depressed spirit. I haven't heard back yet. I don't know what to think so I'll just wait and transsociate!
Also, I am grateful that for the past few days he has not been drinking. For that, I'm very grateful. On Saturday the 12th, about 24 minutes
after 4 pm, CDT, the Moon will trine the Sun from Scorpio to Cancer. We'll have the blessings of a Grand Water trine with the Moon having
trined Uranus on the 12th and the Sun trine Uranus on the 14th. As the old song goes, "There'll be some changes made!"
ACTION: What actions am I taking to move forward on my New Moon intentions? I got in touch with Len's Doctor's office on
Monday. I'm still waiting for a call back. I hired a tree service to remove trees in our yard. Len was trying to do it and I just up and called a
service. No more drudge yard work for him at 82.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS: What am I doing first regarding each intention? Am I having fun? First I'm writing the
intentions down. I wouldn't call this fun, but it is good action and I know that I'm doing what is needed to be done.
GRATITUDE: I am grateful that just before this new Moon, or maybe the night of I had this dream:
There is a man living in my house. I do not know him. He is in a wheel chair covered with a blanket. He just rolls around doing not much of anything.
Someone comes in and takes the blanket off of him and I see that he has no arms and no legs
Wow, being a Jungian and, even though the animus usually appears as more than one male, I took this dream to represent my passive, give
up attitude towards Len and his despotism. I recognized it right away as a message to DO SOMETHING! Then I saw him prostrate in the
yard, on the ground, totally exhausted from carrying tree branches out to the parkway. I immediately called a tree trimming company and
they came out the next day.
Then, after the weekend, I called Len's heart doctor. I want to know if there is anything else that can be done for him with his tiredness and
depressed spirit. I haven't heard back yet. I don't know what to think so I'll just wait and transsociate!
Also, I am grateful that for the past few days he has not been drinking. For that, I'm very grateful. On Saturday the 12th, about 24 minutes
after 4 pm, CDT, the Moon will trine the Sun from Scorpio to Cancer. We'll have the blessings of a Grand Water trine with the Moon having
trined Uranus on the 12th and the Sun trine Uranus on the 14th. As the old song goes, "There'll be some changes made!"
| Waxing Gibbous Phase |
REVIEW: What progress have I made on my New Moon intentions? Honestly, I don't think I've made any more progress than
I've reported before. In fact, I think I've regressed. Two nights ago I had this whole gibbous Moon blurb all done and I thought, "What am I
doing; I'm really ahead of myself." So, I copied it and pasted it somewhere; maybe on the Moon for all I know. I can't find it. The doctor's
office still hasn't called back. It's been a week.
What one step am I taking on each of my intentions to make more progress before the Full Moon rises? I will not get ahead of
myself again. I need the full 3 days to work on each phase.
SO: Do I need to tweak my New Moon feelization to reflect what I've learned and how I've grown during this cycle? No. Yes.
Maybe. I'm feeling rather like the above says, "...like escaping all together." I'm remembering that the sesquare is a combination of a
semisquare AND a square and can be really frustrating.
GRATITUDE: I'm grateful that I'm not giving in to my escape mode; I know better than that. I'll keep on keeping on!
I've reported before. In fact, I think I've regressed. Two nights ago I had this whole gibbous Moon blurb all done and I thought, "What am I
doing; I'm really ahead of myself." So, I copied it and pasted it somewhere; maybe on the Moon for all I know. I can't find it. The doctor's
office still hasn't called back. It's been a week.
What one step am I taking on each of my intentions to make more progress before the Full Moon rises? I will not get ahead of
myself again. I need the full 3 days to work on each phase.
SO: Do I need to tweak my New Moon feelization to reflect what I've learned and how I've grown during this cycle? No. Yes.
Maybe. I'm feeling rather like the above says, "...like escaping all together." I'm remembering that the sesquare is a combination of a
semisquare AND a square and can be really frustrating.
GRATITUDE: I'm grateful that I'm not giving in to my escape mode; I know better than that. I'll keep on keeping on!
July 15, 2008 9:35 am CDT
Keeping on. 9:40 am CDT; I'm overhearing my husband calling the doctor's office and making an appointment for October!!! My call to the
Doctor has been ignored?
Keeping on. 9:40 am CDT; I'm overhearing my husband calling the doctor's office and making an appointment for October!!! My call to the
Doctor has been ignored?
July 18, 2008; 3 am DST Capricorn Full Moon Keywords: Culmination, Revelation
REVELATIONS: How have I done regarding the intentions I set forth at the time of the New Moon?
It is very difficult for me to judge how I have done...Yesterday was a horrendous day emotionally here. My husband was on a
rampage with another of his doctors, his not being able to hear secretaries/nurses on the phone for call backs, and he even got
very angry with our dog. All of that really got to me and I was uptight and talking to myself the whole day...by talking to myself I
mean telling myself not to blame, but to excuse and then finally to transsociate. I took a nap and then took my dog for a long walk.
INSIGHTS: What have I grown and how does this reflect my intentions from six months ago?
I'm just struggling along trying to stay in the NOW and believing that it is not necessary to forgive if there is no blame in the first
place. Living in the NOW not with desires; not with judgments; not with expectations are my goals for old age. The full Moon came
very early this morning and, I have read, that it is the full Moon of the Guru. I humbly ask that I receive grace from my Lord and
Lady Gurus, Masters, Teachers, and Angels this full Moon. Tonight the Moon will rise high in the Sign of Aquarius; I will be there.
Where would my vision and goals benefit from a fresh approach?
I'll wait until tomorrow to answer this one and the next.
July 19, 2008
Today is our 50th Wedding Anniversary. A fresh approach? Lordy, I wish I knew. Maybe that would be a good intention for the
next new Moon; let me find a fresh approach to my vision and goals?
GRATITUDE: I am grateful for all the years. I am grateful for the grace we received from the full Moon of the Guru.
8:50am CDT; I just had a thought, lol, I think We should capitalize, We, and write " i" not capitalized to help us really know We is
more important than i!!! I did say, " We is"...that is what i meant! I'm writing a new article called, We is and i be...NO,
i be and We is...that's much better!
July 20, 2008 10:23 am CDT
The general intention for Children of the Sun is, Serenity in the Heart: Releasing the Mind and our Attachment to Self.
Today, Sunday, we're celebrating our 50th wedding anniversary (which was yesterday) with two out of three of our children and
three out of five of our grandchildren. A very happy day for all of us and I am always grateful for this wonderful family. My wish for
all Sun Children is that We would be as fulfilled and abundantly graced as i am.
It is very difficult for me to judge how I have done...Yesterday was a horrendous day emotionally here. My husband was on a
rampage with another of his doctors, his not being able to hear secretaries/nurses on the phone for call backs, and he even got
very angry with our dog. All of that really got to me and I was uptight and talking to myself the whole day...by talking to myself I
mean telling myself not to blame, but to excuse and then finally to transsociate. I took a nap and then took my dog for a long walk.
INSIGHTS: What have I grown and how does this reflect my intentions from six months ago?
I'm just struggling along trying to stay in the NOW and believing that it is not necessary to forgive if there is no blame in the first
place. Living in the NOW not with desires; not with judgments; not with expectations are my goals for old age. The full Moon came
very early this morning and, I have read, that it is the full Moon of the Guru. I humbly ask that I receive grace from my Lord and
Lady Gurus, Masters, Teachers, and Angels this full Moon. Tonight the Moon will rise high in the Sign of Aquarius; I will be there.
Where would my vision and goals benefit from a fresh approach?
I'll wait until tomorrow to answer this one and the next.
July 19, 2008
Today is our 50th Wedding Anniversary. A fresh approach? Lordy, I wish I knew. Maybe that would be a good intention for the
next new Moon; let me find a fresh approach to my vision and goals?
GRATITUDE: I am grateful for all the years. I am grateful for the grace we received from the full Moon of the Guru.
8:50am CDT; I just had a thought, lol, I think We should capitalize, We, and write " i" not capitalized to help us really know We is
more important than i!!! I did say, " We is"...that is what i meant! I'm writing a new article called, We is and i be...NO,
i be and We is...that's much better!
July 20, 2008 10:23 am CDT
The general intention for Children of the Sun is, Serenity in the Heart: Releasing the Mind and our Attachment to Self.
Today, Sunday, we're celebrating our 50th wedding anniversary (which was yesterday) with two out of three of our children and
three out of five of our grandchildren. A very happy day for all of us and I am always grateful for this wonderful family. My wish for
all Sun Children is that We would be as fulfilled and abundantly graced as i am.
| I am grateful to you, Oh Lord of my being. You have given me everything I need to fulfill my destiny. I thank you always. I respect and honor you. I want to love and obey you above all things. I need you in my heart, in my soul, and in my life now and forever. Amen |